She Speaks *

2006-05-29T12:51:00.000+08:00

new blog . leaving behind the memories here . <3

www.mystupidity-.blogspot.com

RELINK ME . =D

<3kimmy

2006-03-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

Current song on yours truly's playlist : Dance , dance - Fall Out Boy <3>:(
If next friday still gets wasted , I swear I'll scream .

You know , when you said you were at the back of ZHSS , I literally chiong to the last classroom block from the field . But then by the time I contacted you , you at home le . -.-"

oh well .

Next time you go to the back of ZHSS , gimme earlier notice pleaseee . x)

kim;

2006-03-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

I live in fear single day .

Day in , day out , I fear the time when I'll see you again .

Just leave . Get outta my life at once . And leave in SILENCE .

I wish you were here with me ...

All I want to do right now , is to embrace you tightly and cry my heart out .

But the thing is . You're hardly around ...

- kim .

2006-03-27T13:16:00.000+08:00

wow .

this is like . my most active blog ever . rofl

walked in the rain today . got wet . had fun . :)

tution at 7 later. aww..

havent finish that guy's work but , who cares . x)

- kim

2006-03-26T15:14:00.000+08:00

If only you were here when she's down .
If only you'd actually give a damn about her .
If only you didn't call her names .
Things wouldn't have turned out this way .

Couples on the train .
They sit before me .
As she watches them ,
Her heart calls out to you .
But ,
Do you hear her ?
She's all alone ,
Again .

Head leaning against the glass panel beside her ,
A single tear falls .
Is she becoming a burden to you ?
Why does it seem like the both of you're so distant now ?
Why does it hurt so bad .
So much so that everyone's starting to label her "emo" .

If you wanna leave ,
Tell her .
She'll set you free .
You won't be walking with a burden anymore .

( The above poem is totally fictional . Any similarities is just a coincedence )

I said I'm really happy today .. I take it back . 1e2 , all your class committee chairperson is , is a fucked up failure .

Why ?

She can't comfort people.
She can't write a damned poem that makes sense .
She can't get good grades .
She doesn't know how to show care & concern for someone .
Her handwriting is like shit .
She can't get a proper design for the class tee .

but then ..

she isn't a hero ..

2006-03-26T13:57:00.000+08:00

lalala . I'm in a really good mood today , so don't you DARE be a bitch and try to bring me down . >;D

List of people I wanna thank .
1) Him . He taught me to be happy and also not to worry so much about certain things.
2) Another him . He taught me to be tolerant .
3) Danny gor . For being there for me when I'm down .
4) Marie . Just for being a totally rocking friend .
5) Rachel , Chin Hwee , Nicole . For being total retards with me .
6) 1e2'o6 . Just for being a rocking class that I'm in .
7) Melvin . For being a totally rocking senior / friend , and also for being there when 1e2 needs help with the class deco and stuff . Thanks for making 1e2'o6 your ' bao bei ' class . (:
8) Yeung Kai . For letting me snatch your tuition homework off the table once you place it there to compare and copy answers. x)

The above are just people who came into my mind at once without much thought . uh-huh.

- kim

2006-03-22T15:50:00.000+08:00

Conclusion on class tee -> NO more class tee . Go get yours when you're in Sec4 . If you're really DYING to get a 1e2'o6 class tee ( which I don't think anyone is right now ) , make sure the WHOLE class gets the SAME result so we'd be in the SAME class in SEC3 .

Yeah yeah . 1e2ers can literally hate me for the rest of your life . I won't mind .

Sometimes I really wonder .

Is the time and effort the committee people are putting in being appreciated ? Or is it just being taken for granted ?

What would happen if no one's there to keep the class quiet when the teacher's absent ? Dentention everytime ?

What would happen if the class just breaks up into different cliques ? Total disharmony ? Catfights everyday ?

I just spoke to an old friend of mine . A classic case of class committee being un-appreciated and hardly any class spirit.

I wonder .

Is the class committee meant to be there to be taken for granted ? Why are they putting in so much effort if we really are being taken for granted ?

WE AREN'T LOOKING FOR REWARDS OR PRAISES . ALL WE WANT TO GET IS YOUR DAMNED APPRECIATION . IS IT SO HARD ?

Tommorow , we'd need a class cheer to cheer on Deon and co . who are taking part in the Creativity Challenge . They were only selected TODAY . No preparations , nothing . Now guess what I'm thinking .

Is 1e2 gonna cheer really loud for them ? If the other 36 of us are not , then it beats the whole purpose of coming up with a class cheer . So what for have that dang class cheer ?

This is what I personally feel as part of the class committee .

Disclaimer : These are MY PERSONAL VIEWS . YOUR OWN VIEWS MAY DIFFER FROM MINE .

2006-03-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Change of timetable today . Seems like it's gonna change every term now . Aesthetics gonna be on Wed . , Art's gonna be on FRIDAY . Sheesh . Spoil my friday. >:(

I.T. class now ..

uh huh .

ZHIPIN !

YOU BETTER GO MAC LATER. >;D

Fwahahaha.

(:

-kim;

( Note: I hate blogging in school .. People looking. :l but then . DARLING JOEY JIE complains I don't update my blog . So bo bian la . :P )

2006-03-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

How wrong I was in the past . I never noticed how much my silly poems sucked. Blamed it on 'lack of inspiration' , when the real cause was just my lack of talent . My poems , compared to certain people's poems , are practically just bullshit .

wow.

I'm just a bloody inferior person , on this weird ass planet , whereby everyone's just destroying themselves .

yay .

2006-03-17T17:30:00.000+08:00

The mess is clearing up these days. Thank God for that.

Just got back from Councillor Camp yesterday . Really exhausted .
Bathed at like. 12+mn , the last time I looked at the watch before I slept was 130am plus , woke up at 3 am plus then slept again , woke up and 530am then stoned there until 645am or so .

Lois , you rock totally. <3

- kim

2006-03-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

Councillor interview tomorrow .. I don't wanna go . ;l

Riiiight. Anyway . Got a new phone . Old one's spoilt... There goes my iPod Nano . -sniff- ):

As according to him , I spent almost an hour on the phone with him last night. o.O Didn't feel like it. Rofl xD

Tasks at hand :
1) Literary Evening . Basically the whole play , costumes , teaching of the dances , props , blah blah blah . ( Like hello ? The auditions are on MONDAY )
2) Library thing . Have to type about . say . 12 long paragraphs of wildlife facts . Due TMR.
3) Homework . 'nuff said .
4) Revision for tests .

Wow .

-Nothingness <3

2006-02-23T04:48:00.000+08:00

Blogging in school . zzz . Rach's like . playing some crap chinese song . -.-

Bleahhhhh . I wrote a poem in school during Maths yesterday... Can't really remember , dont have it now . So probably posting the poem tmr or Friday. Latest Saturday I guess.

Johannes has it . So if you wanna , go get it from him. rofl . >;D

Random fact :

- I contradict myself a lot .

-kim;

PS : She misses him . o.O

2006-02-19T10:13:00.000+08:00

Lalalala.

Went to Compass Point with Rachel today . Had to borrow back the 2 books for Aesthetics. wtf . -.-

After that , went walkng around .

Nothing much happened.

Except. Charlene gave me the wrong number . ;l

Rachel ( on the phone ) : Hello ? May I speak to Gideon please?

Stranger : Uh. I think you got the wrong number.

Rachel : -puts down the phone- wtf?!

Oh and Jewel , your singing can kiss my ass. xD

-kim;

2006-02-16T08:22:00.000+08:00

What's this I'm feeling ? Jealousy ? Anger ? Sadness ? I've got no idea at all . >.>

Blah. Got Home Ec. Theory Test tomorrow . Haven't revise a single shit about it la . Panic attack . Lol.

-kim;

2006-02-12T06:29:00.000+08:00

hey people.
guess what?

I'm just utterly
defeated
down
confused
fed-up

and probably the biggest loser in 1e2'o6

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Here I swear I'll do my best to stay away from you and I'll make sure of that .

-kim;

Edit : 2 different things . Added the 'divider' to make things clearer.

2006-02-11T09:03:00.000+08:00

Soooooo it's finally Friday . Can slack off my afternoon on the Net . Supposed to stay back for CCA , but I changed it to Monday. So next monday then start. fwahaha . Watched the uniform groups drill today . Mostly NPCC .

Speaking of NPCC . Rachel forgot her P.E. T-shirt. So after school , went to her house to get it with Saliya . And it was raining heavily. Yeaaah. He went to borrow track pants la , but couldn't find an extra one , so ended up Saliya wore her old track pants or something , then she wear her P.E. attire. And. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO TO MACDONALDS ! But then , no time la , had to chiong back to school . On the way back , Saliya kept singing this song by Chen WeiLian . and he was horribly out of tune. -.- Other than that , he kept going " Come on , go go go ! " along with that retarded hand sign thing as seen on Channel 8.

Anyway when the drill started , Rachel was simply OUTSTANDING . (:

Had nothing to do la , so hanged around school before calling my dad to pick me up at 3.30 . Ka qiao-ed Rachel kept doing the "Go,Go, Go! " thing when she sees me . LOL! xD

That's about all .

kim;

PS : Though you most probably won't be seeing this , Happy Birthday to ya dude. ( You know who you are ) - problematic junior<3

2006-02-03T10:29:00.000+08:00

Tan Chin Hwee , 1e4 got into Media.

'nuff said.

I'm jealous. ):

kim;

2006-02-02T11:34:00.000+08:00

Geez. Today really suay until cannot suay anymore. After recess , supposed to be Aesthetics , but went for I.T. instead cos I didn't see Ms. Tay around. So after I.T. Class, got a scolding from her when we went downstairs , but still , when I got Deon to run up to the Computer Lab , he asked if it's the 1e2 timeslot for I.T. and that Mr. Haren said it was. Uhhh. >:l

Came home , do the usual things , conferenced for a while ( at the most 15minutes ) with Rachel and someone else. Then my dad was giving me a black face , demanding I put down the phone because I was " on the phone for too long " . After the conference , remembered I had HMT tuition then I was ransacking through my schoolbag for the books , then I remembered I left 'em in school. wtf. Second time alr.

Now, when I want to revise my Maths. I noticed there was no Maths period today ( yipee doo daa ! ) , and I left my Maths book at home. -.-" FYI , I ALWAYS go to my parents' office after school so yeah.

gawd. I still have my lit. to do. -.-

gottago.
tuition.

kim;

2006-01-29T09:47:00.000+08:00

Why can't you see , that she's not really worth all that you're doing ?

You call this love , I call this crap.

You think , she'll appreciate all that you're doing.
You think , she'll fall into your arms one day.

I think . I think you're just naive.
I think . I think you're just too blinded by her.
I think . I think the other was of no significance to you.
I think . I think she's been suppressing her emotions for too long.
I think . I think she needs to be brave , she needs to stand up for herself , to make her prescence known.

A little bit of my thoughts.
Don't be offended. (:

kim;

2006-01-28T14:28:00.000+08:00

Today was rocking. Except for the fact that the CNY concert dragged on to like. 1pm? Mr. Yeo dressed up as a ~~freak~~ lady. So funny. The lantern dance was . quite good ? Nicole looked so weird with 2 ponytails. Haha. ~~Psst Nicole , SEBBIE WEBBIE !~~ The CLDDS play , no comment . :D

1e2 won the CNY Class Competition for the Sec1 level. I got so hyper when we won. Haha! Well done E2 . Keep rocking.

- kim;

Edit : This is like my. 4th blog or something. The first fews unfortunately , were deleted. ):

Edit2: FYI , I never thought of going back to OLGC. Nothing for me to go back for. Back in 6C'05 , there was no sense of belonging , no unity , cliques , discrimination . Back then , "6Charity rocks" were just empty words to me..